what's
the point
of
being
happy?
Thursday, April 13, 2006
1:03 AM
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The Repulsive Lad
Nothing.....so much nothing.....so bored. I wish I can do something. Haiz.....no school, no jobs.....i'm pretty much rotting at home. So, I thought of doing something.
Right now, I have no idea what the hell I wanna do but if one of you guys got any idea.....give me a call. I hear them.
ok.....today I just watch T.V and sleep. So, not much to say. Rather than that, I'm trying so hard to think of something. Ok.....still nothing. so desperate to find something to do.....haiz.....
The rest is my rachet ass.....
-Peace out
*****
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
11:47 PM
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The Pathetic Loser
Yesterday was great. I get to spend time with my cousins and family at Makan Shiok. Its my older cousin birthday and he and he's siblings all buy ask dinner. The food there was superd. I'm totally full that I feel like puking. Hahaha! The prawns.....woah....the best.
Anyways, despite all that.....I got home with an unhappy smile. I kept thinking abt nameless. What did I do to make someone soooo angry that he/she would say that I dont deserve to live or be love.....but I have to agree from the fact that nameless is right. It does hurt me.....a lot. The thought of that was painful like the 2 jaws clenched through my heart.
I closed my eyes knowing that if I were to set things right again.....maybe.....just maybe that someone can forgive me before I go. I dont care if im not being love.....but being hated is a lot of a different story. nameless maybe right abt not deserve to live and be loved....but im not gonna stand here doing nothing and prove him/her that im somekind of a pathetic loser. Even if I am.....I still got dignity and honour.....Im not here to be push around.....
Life maybe short for me,
But death will make it longer....
-Peace out
*****
11:47 PM
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The Pathetic Loser
Yesterday was great. I get to spend time with my cousins and family at Makan Shiok. Its my older cousin birthday and he and he's siblings all buy ask dinner. The food there was superd. I'm totally full that I feel like puking. Hahaha! The prawns.....woah....the best.
Anyways, despite all that.....I got home with an unhappy smile. I kept thinking abt nameless. What did I do to make someone soooo angry that he/she would say that I dont deserve to live or be love.....but I have to agree from the fact that nameless is right. It does hurt me.....a lot. The thought of that was painful like the 2 jaws clenched through my heart.
I closed my eyes knowing that if I were to set things right again.....maybe.....just maybe that someone can forgive me before I go. I dont care if im not being love.....but being hated is a lot of a different story. nameless maybe right abt not deserve to live and be loved....but im not gonna stand here doing nothing and prove him/her that im somekind of a pathetic loser. Even if I am.....I still got dignity and honour.....Im not here to be push around.....
Life maybe short for me,
But death will make it longer....
-Peace out
*****
Monday, April 10, 2006
5:14 AM
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The Transfer
Ok....if u read tis and tat u noe the address from me....tat means i trust u....some ppl wants to get a piece of me and so....lets juz change everything again....
-Peace out
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about the guy
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Name: Azmi
Nickname: Mick
Star Sign: Cancer
Age: 17+
Occupation: Musician
Marital Status: Alone
Demand Lists
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#1 Hope
#2 Chances
#3 Love
#4 Friendship
#5 Trust
#6 Peace
#7 Rhythm
#8 Death
Event
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-None At The Moment-
whatever
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